A Need To Blog & My Crazy Dream #CabinFever

Posted by Carla | About Me,My Dreams | Wednesday 10 February 2010 4:59 pm

I’m sure today I pissed a lot of people at work off by not coming in. We got almost a foot of snow, but that’s not the reason I didn’t go it. I don’t mind driving in the snow, I just get scared of the other morons that drive in the snow around me. Today, I am feeling especially under the weather. Vomiting, dizziness, nausea, the whole nine yards. Whenever I get sick, I have this horrible, metallic taste in my mouth that makes any desire to eat impossible and the desire to vomit much more appealing. I hate it. If this is too graphic for you, please stop reading, but you’ve pretty much already read the most graphic part anyways.

With the snow this week, being sick and my husband being out of town all week, I’m especially blah. I have a severe care of cabin fever and I’m lonely as hell but have no desire to do anything considering the current state I’m in. I have a doctor’s appointment Friday, so hopefully I’m either feeling better by then or I can get something to make me feel better.

I never thought I’d say this, but I hope I feel well enough to go to work tomorrow. Crazy, eh? I honestly need to be around other people and get out of this house or I’m going to go insane. I think I might also try to invite some people over to keep me company, but I’m not sure how many people are willing to drive in the weather we’re having. I’m not sure how the roads are, but I do know that my garage door is frozen shut and the other day my car was frozen to the ground, which was satisfying to give it just that much extra gas to break away from the ice.

Last night, I couldn’t sleep very well. I’m not sure if it was because of I wasn’t feeling well or the crazy dream I had. Let me tell you about my dream. Hopefully I can remember it all.

I’m not sure where it takes place, but it’s definitely not in my hometown. The place resembles somewhere like the Pacific Northwest meets Park City, Utah. The roads were kind of hilly and the entire place was in a high elevation plus a little dark and gloomy. My parents were there, myself, my husband and son, along with some other characters later in the dream. As far as I can remember, it starts out with all of us, minus my husband, gathering and walking down quite a steep hill to a large gathering of other people to watch a WWE wresting match where the ring was set up on a street corner. I was holding Sean’s hand and keeping him nearby like any good mother would do. We’re there watching the fights and then it’s over. Everyone is slowly departing back to their cars and homes. I look up the hill a bit and see some of my friends from when I lived in North Carolina. I take Sean by the hand and we walk up to where they were because they hadn’t seen him since he was born, but once we reach where I saw them, they’re gone. So, we end up going back to where we were watching the fights with my parents, but now my parents are gone. Panic starts to set in as I’m suddenly much more aware that I’m in a strange place without anyone I know and then I learn that I don’t have my BlackBerry with me either. I can’t call anyone! Even if I did reach a payphone, I wouldn’t know any phone numbers because as most people these days are so reliant on their devices that track phone numbers and addresses for them so that they don’t have to remember them.

Sean and I begin walking up the hill I was certain we walked down to get to where we were, but once we reached the top, we were lost. I had no idea where to go or how we had come. I started asking random people to use their phones, but no one would help. Finally, someone did, but I didn’t have anyone’s phone numbers, instead I used a strangers smartphone to email my friend Andrey, but he ended up not being any help at all. We were still stranded. The next thing I know, Sean is gone! I don’t remember him leaving or being taken, but he was gone and this is when I began freaking out and frantically going on a search to find him. I went back to where the wrestling match was and started talking to John Cena (strange, I know). He was going to help me try to find him, but got sidetracked and had to go to the ring and wrestle. The guest host that night was Jon Gosselin and for some strange reason Kate Gosselin was there too with her new hair, but it wasn’t as long as it was in the magazine cover she shot. We became friends, but I had to leave so that I could get back to finding Sean.

Somehow I found someone I knew and it was the head of Human Resources at my work. She drove me around to see if I could find him. I was trying to find a little blonde boy wearing jeans and a yellow button up shirt. Suddenly, I was in contact with my father. I think he somehow was able to reach me, but I don’t know how. He began driving around as well to try to find Sean, but he couldn’t. None of us could. It was scary as hell. I met up with Kate Gosselin and we began walking through the city streets which resembled Prague to try to find Sean. We met up with my husband and he and I began looking for him in some sort of a space museum, but came up empty handed.

We go back to my co-worker’s home and my father calls, he says that he found Sean and I ask how. After my father stopped driving around trying to find him, he began calling hospitals and police stations to see if anyone had seen or found him. He was in the hospital, injured. I never found out what happened and that’s pretty much when my dream ended.

I felt so responsible for losing him and him getting hurt. I’m glad it was just a dream!

And, that was my dream.

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